I had a few moments of pure panic yesterday, as Mark and I compared notes on the next few months and all the stuff that we knew was coming up/commitments and stuff we both did, and realised that the next 4 months are going to be more than a little bit hectic for both of us! I've said this before: I have no issues with the present, but do sometimes struggle to look the future full in the face without a squirmy "ahhowamIgoingtohandlethis" feeling in my stomach. So I wrote this:
See that distance,
That hypothetical, distant, not so distant
horizon of days, months, seconds, hours.
Minutes merge into one colossal cloud,
Potential struggles, breaks, ups, downs, probable mistakes;
looming over, crawling skin, twisting heart strings…
Stop.
Catch your breath.
Cast fear aside. That’s it.
Breathe.
And take another look.
See the hands that hold, adventure ahead.
Listen to love.
Walk today.
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